WHOLE 30- DAY 4

MY STRESS GOT WORSE AND I EAT LESS

Breakfast

My all time favorite diet breakfast

Lunch

A bowl of Sinigang na bangus~ 

Dinner

A banana

I had skyflakes for snack! My day was so toxic!! I feel so empty. I almost want to fill my stomach with tons of food!! But NO NO NO!!!! MAYBE I  FAILED IN SOME PART OF MY LIFE ALREADY BUT NOT ON THIS DIET PLEASE!!! 😢

Temptations are just temptation. Chicken!!!

WHOLE 30- DAY 3

THIS. IS. NOT. MY. DAY. I. AM. SO. STRESSED.

Breakfast (8:30-9am) 

Banana

Snack (minutes before lunch. I was so hungry!! Hangry rather!!! I just walked (a ton) that's why I was so tired and really hungry. Yep, I went out for work but went back to office almost during lunch time.)

Banana again

Lunch (12:00-12:30)

Can't think of any decent food for my lunch today so i just bought McDo chicken and paired it to unseasoned mash potato that I prepared this morning

Dinner (8:30-9:00pm)

Pares Super Mami

I just can't take it anymoooorreeee~ I AM SO STRESSED AND I AM SO HANGRY. YES IMMA STRESS EATER. 😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 S O R R Y !

I also had Fishda crackers for snacks 💔💔💔

WHOLE 30- DAY2

Just my Second day, but I wasn't able to take photos almost all of my meals today coz Imma busy bee earlier at work~ 😄

(Writing this as soon as I arrived home from office. Bit tired but still remembering what happened to me this day)

Breakfast (8:30-10:00am)

I woke up early today 'coz of work. My younger sister cooked 'Lumpiang Shanghai' (wasn't able to take a photo) for breakfast (it's my faaave~ 😢😊). Tried my best not to eat and just have an oatmeal and a banana for breaky but I guess my best wasn't good enough~~ Haha! I ate maybe 2 servings of Shanghai? Ughh. So delicious! Since, I'll be super late going to work, I just continued my breaky--oatmeal at the office . 💚 bwahaa need to have a heavy breakfast cozzz ill be entering a warzone (werkk)


Lunch (12:30-1:00pm)
Boiled Egg Plant with Shrimp Paste, Tawilis Fish Okoy (I also bought Kangkong with Tofu but wasn't able to finish it coz I didn't like the taste 😧)

Btw I stayed at my 'original' office with officemate (yeah with 2 crazy humans!) just a minute walk from our house 😂 #ThugLife #LazierLife So obviously I had my lunch with them!! It was tricky 'coz they're teasing me with rice huhu they know how much I LOVED rice especially White Rice!! 😭😭😭 BAD CRAZY HUMANS! BUT NO!! I'M SERIOUS ON THIS DIET AND MY REASONS OF ACCEPTING ARE CLEAR IN MY MIND. 😃

Dinner (8:40-9:00pm)

1pc. Tortang Talong!!! 💚💚💚

I had my dinner at the office with my workmates. I brought egg plants for them, then they cooked it for our dinner. I was planning to have meat tonight at home with my family but I was too shy to decline their offer to have dinner with them. 😊

PS. I had skyflakes for snack, around 4-5pm. 😉

My Fitness Pal Diary:

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Whole 30 - DAY 1

It's my FIRST DAY!

I'm going to share here my meal(s) for the whole day and how I survive this day.

I'm not a morning person and I'm a lazy AF to prepare my own meal. But now that I'm on this challenge, I've no choice but to cook or to prepare my meal every morning (or even at night). (But I still woke up late this morning haha!) Since I'm always in a hurry (OH REALLY HUH) because I'll be super late at work (AS ALWAYS), I just boiled 2 eggs and a sweet potato for my LUNCH and packed some Instant Oatmeal- Banana Flavor, Skyflakes, Bananas, and tea for breakfast and snack!! I used LAXATIVE as my 'MORNING TEA" drink today because yesterday was Sunday and hellya ofcourse, I ate a lot and I haven't p**~ed yet this morning hihi 😊

Breakfast (10:00am-11am)

Small Banana, Quaker Instant Oatmeal Banana and Honey Flavor, and the Laxative Tea

FYI, I am a working young lady. I do (all-around) admin-office work alone. Yes, alone 'coz I'm usually alone at the office. Especially now that my Senior Sales Officer is on her maternity leave. And I think that explains why I always eat later than the usual 'proper' meal-time.

Lunch (1:30-2:30pm)

Boiled Sweet Potato (Nilagang Kamote), Egg, Banana

Just ate 1 egg for lunch and 1 for snack. It's still better to have snack in between meals so that you'll not starve so much, especially when you're still adjusting to your new diet plan and if you're working actively.

Dinner (9:00-9:30pm)

2 small Omelette Egg Plant (Tortang Talong) 

Sooo I ate total of 3 eggs today! 😂🐣🐣🐣

Today, I didn't only start to change my diet meal but also my daily routine going to work! After arguing with my laziness, I finally decided to take jeep from home to work vice-versa. This will require me to walk for more minutes than my usual LRT and UBER/GRAB ride.

First day Done! It was 90% Success only 'coz I ate a Super King Size Hotdog (fam's dinner 😢) sarreh 😭

Btw, I'm using FITNESS PAL to guide me on my calories, carbs, sugar etc. intake. My Fitness Pal Diary below:

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EPILOGUE (CHOSS)

PART OF THE CHALLENGE- L E T T I N G  G O~ 💔 LOVEAN! 💚  슈가 베이비스, 안냥. 잘 가~ 😢 💘

WHOLE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Thirty days of NO RICE, BREAD, GRAINS, NUTS, DAIRY, FASTFOOD, AND PROCESSED FOOD.

Reasons why I MUST ACCEPT this Challenge:

1. FOR MY HEALTH! I think this is my main reason. I'm getting older, I'll be 23 this coming September. I hate my immune system as much as it hates me. And i want to be physically fit. Who the hell don't want to be physically fit?

2. FOR HANBOK! FYI, I'm part of Korean Clutural Center PH official Performance team, NARA. We perform Korean Traditional Dance [Fan Dance (Buchaechum), Sword Dance (Geommu) etc.] and I'm currently learning to play the Traditional Instruments of Korea, Samulnori. Ofcourse, we do have costumes for these performances! As we know the body built of Koreans are smaller so hellya, obviously the costumes almost doesn't fit me, especially the normal Hanbok for Fan Dance. YES ALMOST, but almost is always never enough. I can't move properly! I can't give my all.

3. My Dream? I think even though I'm proud of what my body looks like now (NO IT'S A LIE!! I JUST HAVE FULL OF PRIDE INSIDE MY BRAIN) I still want to have a sexy body. I mean, a more formal body? Wait, what's the right term for this? Like, I want to wear something 'fashionable' that I can buy from almost every clothes store that are cheap or expensive. (PLUS SIZE CLOTHES ARE F*ING EXPENSIVE BUT NOT SO 'PASYOWN'. It looks like for 'BUNTIS' only and it's too big for me.) The most unfortunate thing for me is that, I AM TOO BIG FOR NORMAL SIZE AND TOO SMALL FOR PLUS SIZE. SO WHAT WHAT WHAT?! UGH, I don't want to waste my time anymore to look for my "SIZE" (WHAT THE HELL IS MY SIZE) for couple of hours and will just go home with nothing.

I'm reviving this blog because why not? I hope this will motivate me and it will remind me of what and why I am doing this.

I will start my Whole 30 day challenge tomorrow, August 07, 2017. I'll also, post my progress, what's my meal for the day etc. Every day to update and motivate myself. No one will ever read this blog, right? Alright, my pride is safe.

Btw, I would like to thank my Titas of Masinloc for the encouragement and tips! 따랑해용~ 💚
마티나씨, 힘네세요. 포기하지마세요. 화이팅~💪💚

A little bit of drama to spice up my new year haha!

Hi, its been a long time! Since 2016 just started I want to recall a bit of my 2015.

2015 has been great yet a tough year for me. It was the year when I finally finished my school right on time (April 2015). Me and my family was really glad and proud that I graduated with high grades even without a special award or whatsoever. But life isn't just about finishing school. There's more to life, like finding a descent job to have a brighter future. And this is the reason why my year 2015 was a tough one for me.

 The transition from being a student to a young responsible adult is a real struggle. Everything's changing little by little, sometimes abruptly and it's quite strange for a young lady like me. I have an idea on what to do after I graduated but it seems that I was so clueless. I was f*cked up. I wasted lots of opportunities and cry every time. But still I'm happy that I survived 2015.

This 2016, I will make sure that I will change everything, positively. I will reinvent myself to be a better person. I will not be afraid to do what I want and what I need. I will grab opportunities as much as I can. I will make new friends, and I will cherish every moment and person in my life.

2016, you're mine now! 💓💪

Lots of love,
Martina

(Photo taken during 2016 "Salubong")

Sending you a big smile because I'm happy (yellow is my teeth natural color) haha! Manigong bagong taon sa atin!

One-point-seventy-five

안녕 대학 주니어 년. 안녕하세요 수석과 학생 인 내 작년.
내 학년 평화적으로 종료 기쁩니다. 학년 항상 최선과 최악의 년 (고등학교 / 대학)이다.

나는 3 년되는 것을 많이 배웠습니다. 많은 사람들이 정신적으로 육체적으로 상처를. 나는 모두가 잘하고 결합하려고했다, 특히 지능형 음성이되었다. 올해는 내가 이사로, 큰 작업의 큰 그룹의 머리로했습니다. 내 학생 인의 이사 hightlight되고, 그것은 또한 내가 연주 무거운 것을 말할 수 있습니다. 나는 희망을 갖고 우리 모두가 전문가가 될 것입니다 인내심을 다치게. 바라건대 우리는 모든 시간에 졸업 할 수있을 것입니다. 우리가 살고 우리의 꿈을 성취하는 것을 계속한다. 당신은 내 삶의 일부가되었습니다 감사합니다!

나에 대한 나쁜 1.75 등급을 얻었다.